lydia is very disappointed. lydia has just lost something very sentimental to her. it was a form of memoir, something that she liked and treasured. lydia thought she could trust her. lydia was afraid that something bad would happen but she put that thought away because she didn't believe that it would happen. but it did. it is lost and gone...forever. lydia is hoping for a miracle. lydia is hoping that someone has it, or that there is a replacement for it. lydia is very sad.